心の病、過去と周囲と今

くもりの日の朝
ひんやりした空気が
心地良い

アルコール依存症、心の病、それからDV

周囲に案外多いね
本人や家族は、それに気付いていない

煙草は、最近　世界的に禁煙の方向にあるけどね
アルコールは、ぜんぜん
以前のまま

いつかの　飲酒運転の事故で
運転は、だいぶ　法律もみんなの関心も少し高まったかなぁ

だけど　薬物もアルコールも
薬物があるから
アルコールがあるから　だから悪い訳でない

それを使う人・・・に問題がある
あたり前だね

そして気付かない事、病である事に
また　病に気付いても
治療する勇気がない

俺、癌になったら
素直に治療出来るかなぁ
自信ないな

時は、容赦なく　そして無常に過ぎていく
早まる事無く　遅くなる事無く
単調に
そして確実に

アルコール依存症の時の記憶
だんだん薄らいでいく

何だったんだろう?
あれは、・・・?
人間なんて　そんなものかな

生きる事自体
そんなものかなぁ
なんだったんだろう?・・・ってね

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